Last couple of days have been a little hard and I don’t know how to even start to explain it really just a feeling of being lost and unsure of who I am and why I am here doing what I do.
I don’t make an impact there is nothing special that I do that hundreds of others don’t do as well I do make a wow statement I am just me and I just do what I do.
Even just reading that above sentence doesn’t make sense but its exactly how I feel.
I’m tired and lonely and really have those moments that if I just disappeared I know it wouldn’t matter, there would be no people asking where I was or wondering what had happened everyone’s lives would just go on as normal.
Maybe one day some one might accidentally remember me and have a passing thought but it wouldn’t be anything of importance just a momentary thought lost again.
Now I’m not writing this for attention I am writing this because it my blog its my way of expressing myself its a way of helping myself visualize my thoughts so that I can process them and help myself.
I think we all have these moments some stick with you and some can be easily fixed with the love and friendship we build…..maybe that’s the answer I need to get out more and make new friends and hope that I don’t get hurt all over again.
We shall see if I find myself again.
Hair ~ little bones. Lose Count – Browns
Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Outfit ~ [Twinkle] Just Like You (Shoes Included)
Pose ~ Del May – In Between
Destination ~ Sinners Heaven