Last couple of days have been a little hard and IΒ don’tΒ know how to even start to explain it really just a feeling of being lost andΒ unsure of who I am and why I am here doing what I do.Β
IΒ don’tΒ make an impact there is nothing special that I do that hundreds of othersΒ don’tΒ do as well I do make a wow statement IΒ amΒ just me and I just do what I do.
Even just reading that above sentenceΒ doesn’tΒ make sense but its exactly how I feel.
I’mΒ tired and lonely and really have those moments that if I justΒ disappearedΒ I know itΒ wouldn’tΒ matter, there would be no peopleΒ askingΒ where I was or wondering what had happenedΒ everyone’sΒ lives would just go on as normal.
Maybe one day some one mightΒ accidentallyΒ remember me and have a passing thought but itΒ wouldn’tΒ be anything of importance justΒ aΒ momentary thought lost again.
Now I’m not writing this for attention I am writing this because it my blog its my way of expressing myself its a way of helping myself visualize my thoughts so that I can process them and help myself.
I think we all have these moments some stick with you and some can be easily fixed with the love and friendship we build…..maybe that’s the answer I need to get out more and make new friends and hope that I don’t get hurt all over again.
We shall see if I find myself again.
Wearing
Hair ~ little bones. Lose Count – Browns
Skin ~ **PUMEC Β INGA Skin Spring // We
Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara
Outfit ~ [Twinkle] Just Like You (Shoes Included)
Bracelets ~ :Diamante: Provocative Reloaded Bangles // Indulgence BDSM &KINK Fair
Pose ~ Del May – In Between
Destination ~ Sinners Heaven
Mwuahs xxx
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