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I’m Going Out I need a Break

I love how easy Second Life makes it to get out of the house or off the platform and go explore new places.

I explored some more of ~Bella Pace~ and fell in love even deeper with it. The detail of this sim is amazing the rolling hills the vineyards the flowers all perfectly in sync with each other and creating such a harmony.

Go explore take a friend or a date and amaze them with this beauty.

Going Out

I saw this hair from [taketomi] (Mio)had arrived late at ::Kustom 9:: and I seriously ran to go get it cause its beautiful and I knew it was going to be another staple in my wardrobe.

This gorgeous Black lace dress from {Six Essence} (Valentina) is beyond sexy and lets all my curves shine so make sure you head over to The Black Dot Project to grab yours.

And whats more perfect to head out with than a pair of gorgeous lace heels and clutch which I got from [Infliction]Β perfectlyΒ namedΒ Berlesk they come in a set and are in a variety of sexy colors to choose from although you can’t go wrong with black.

Mwuahs xxx

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Seeing Red

There have been a few moments in the last couple of days when I had to calm myself from getting angry and over thinking a situation.

I don’t want to be mad I don’t want to get angry but I get so annoyed when it keeps happening.

Maybe I am just overreacting maybe….but also maybe not.

So if a friend comes online and says hello and strikes up a conversation with you do you think its over reacting to get upset if they stop responding mid conversation or if it takes them an hour (no exaggeration) to answer and they act like nothing is wrong…Ugh maybe I need to learn patience.

I just know I dont do that any one I am talking to I give them my entire attention and if I cant I am polite enough to tell them I might go afk or brb….three letters so quick and easy to type.

And if my friend actually sees this blog and knows whose its about don’t get mad just know I didn’t want to fight but needed to express my feelings.

Rant Over.

Seeing RedWearingΒ 

Hair ~ [e] Chantal Essentials @ Hair Fair Gift

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Eyes ~ Vision by A:S:S – Vega – Vitae

Lips ~ Glam Affair (Lelutka Mesh Head) Orchidea Lips Applier 10

Skin ~ [PUMEC] Renata Skin Summer

Collar ~ :Diamante: Completely Committed @ Indulgence BDSM & Kink FairΒ 

Septum ~ ^^Swallow^^ Nisha Septum – Silver @ OMGacha

Dress ~ [Infliction] Maluka Dress Black (Omega Applier)

Rings ~ ^^Swallow^^ Alphabet Ring K&F @ OMGacha

Shoes ~ :Diamante: Slippery Flippy Red @ OMGacha

Pose ~ [La Baguette] Splendour Pose set

Mwuahs xxx

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I need the sand between my toes….

Its the weekend time to unwind and get out there and do something fun.Β 

The weather in real might be getting colder but today with the sun out it was beautiful so we grabbed a few hours at a local beach just to take a walk and enjoy time together.

So tonight I wanted to show that wonderful feeling with my avi so I hit up Baja Norte which is my favorite beach in second life by far.

After a few trolls (lol) I was able to relax and enjoy myself and take a few pictures.

I am totally loving these poses from Kirin you can find at Kustom 9 they so perfectly suit my mood.

Dont get between me and my coffee or you'll see the bitch


Hair ~ MINA -Elvira – Light Brown

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Skin ~ *League* LeLutka Head Applier – Milla Fair Set 2

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Jewelry ~ [ Infliction ] Addict Set – Coffee

Top ~ [ Infliction ] Bitch Tube // Group Gift

Jeans ~ {Six Essence} Summer Pants // New Release

Pose ~ Kirin – Natsu Pose Pack // Kustom 9Β 

Destination ~ Baja Norte

Mwuahs xxx

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If this is a Dream I don’t want to wake up

I love sleep because I get to dream. For many years I used to keep a dream journal and would write down everything I remembered as soon as I woke up, not toΒ analyzeΒ or anything but to relive that dream in an awake state and maybe expand on in byΒ writingΒ a story.

There are so many moments of beauty in sl that remind me of dreams and so many times I have dreamt in sl style and when awaking IΒ don’tΒ remember if it actually happened in sl or I dreamed it.

I am so thankful for the amazing creators who spend hours creating the most beautiful dreamscapes in sims hats off to you and your imagination its a treasure an beautiful gift that you share with us.

Sunkissed Tea Party

LatelyΒ I haven’t been remembering my dreams as much but then again I am not getting much sleep and there is always so much on my mind to deal with on a regular day to day basis so it’s a good thing I still have Second Life to help me live the dreams πŸ™‚

This Dream would be called aΒ Sun KissedΒ Tea Party!



Hair ~ TRUTH HAIR – Randa – Variety // New Release

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Skin ~ Glam Affair (LeLutka Heads) Avril Applier (Jamaica) FR // Uber

Eyes ~ -SU!- Nova Eyes Lavendar // Group Gift

Ears ~ [MANDALA] Pierced Elf Ears – Short

Septum ~ :Diamante: Lucid Dreams Septum // Alice in Sexy Land

Rings ~ :Diamante: Tea Party Ring Set // Alice in Sexy Land

Tattoo ~ { DATUM } Love Me Harder // Lubbly Jubblies

Outfit ~[ Infliction ] Blissful Babe – Pink // New Release

Poses ~ Label Motion – Jewellery Set

Destination ~ *StoryBrooke Gardens*

Mwuahs xxx

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I can be sweet….watch me.

Its true….I have known to be sweet once or twice. But lately with all the bad stuff that’s happened I have been a little sour. I’m trying to rectify that I really am because I don’t want to be that way. I want to use all the bad stuff as a great stepping stone to help me develop as a person I want to be the me I remember I was when I was alot happier. Even after all the bad stuff that’s happened in life I want to believe I have an optimistic outlook on life that all the Β steps backwards are the lead up to being shot forward into happiness.

All I can do is wait and hope and never lose faith that it will happen and I really do want that for every one.
I can be sweet watch meWearing

Hair ~ *Pink Hustler* Hair 8091 // *Dream Fair*

Skin ~ .Birdy. Jaime VIP Skin Toffee // VIP Group Gift

Eyes ~ :Diamante: Fairytale Mesh Eyes (Black) // *Dream Fair*

Eyeliner ~ NOX. Raze Liner // TDRF

Nose chain ~ DAZED – Akibeel Nose Chain Onyx // ::Suicide Dollz::

Bracelets ~ Noodles – Addilee Bracelets Black // C88

Corset ~ [ Infliction ] Yolandi Corset Solids Β // New Release

Skirt ~ [ Infliction ] Bad Kitty Skirt Black

Tattoo ~ { DATUM } The Machine // ::Suicide Dollz::

Pose ~ Label MotionΒ – Nicole

Destination ~ xin.

Mwuahs xxx

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What do we remember

So Im on this rant or kick or something at the moment with lots of thinking and one of those things that always pops up into my mind is why did I start Second Life or what brought me here.

This could be a long one so you might want to get settled in….maybe?

Thing is I have thought about this for a long time its something that is possibly always on my mind in one way or the other.

Well initially I started SL because I saw a program on television about it and it looked like a lot of fun….but I lost interest in it being young and SL being new so I forgot all about it and there is no way I can even begin to remember what my log in was back then.

Fast Forward 8 years and I was drawn back to it it looked amazing…I think I saw an ad for it and thought oh yeah I remember this lets see how its progressed.

Well it had progressed big time and I haven’t looked back, but onto what drew me here the second time.

I saw this as an opportunity to be able to spend time with a dear dear friend that just so happened to live in another country and it seemed like an amazing way to enjoy time together doing fun stuff…and the way SL was set out we could do things that we would never get the opportunity to do in real life. Go to clubs go to different countries explore and experience things even in a virtual world which may seem odd to some but to us was just a way to be amazing friends.

I will always remember that SL can bring together people who are worlds away.

What do we remember


Hair ~ [taketomi] Β HarleyQuinn Bento // New Release

Eyes ~ -SU!- Nova Eyes // VIP Group Gift

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Skin ~ **PUMEC Renata Skin – Summer ( LeLutka Applier)


Β Glasses ~ FLite. – “the Cool Guy” Glasses Common #6 // The Arcade Gacha Event

Outfit ~ [ Infliction ] Slouch Set – White // New Release

Bag ~ FLite. – Tote Bag – Black Common #2 // The Arcade Gacha Event

Shoes ~ REIGN – Petal Hoppers Solids (Slink Flat)


Pose ~ [La Baguette] Lazy Pose

Destination ~ Sinners Heaven

Mwuahs xxx

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Memories are Gold

Lately I have been figuring out life really getting a deeper insight into what matters and what doesn’t and its come to my attention that things that seemed so important to me 5 years ago don’t even make a blip on my radar of things that matter now.

One thing that has really become clear is my relationships with people and its good and bad.Β 

I’ve come to this point now that I can see that I just don’t have much to talk about these days that I’ve grown in a different way and the things that kept us together as friends and such just don’t have the same feelings any more.Β 

We don’t have anything in common anymore we don’t have anything to talk about its the same monotonous questions over and over still trying to hold onto the past when we really should just be the adults we are and let go and move on.

Im one of those people though I hold onto everything whether its good or bad I have a big problem letting go because everyone has meant something to me and even though we might not mean anything now I hold onto my memories like they are gold.

Memories are Gold


Hair ~ (Chemistry) Hair Hera HUD.1

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Eyes ~ -SU!- Nova Eyes // VIP Group Gift

Skin ~ **PUMEC Renata Skin Summer (Lelutka Applier)


SlipΒ ~ [ Infliction ] Lace Slip – Pink

Nose Chain ~ Kibitz – Alexys Nose chain – Gold // We<3 RP

Body Chain ~ Kibitz – Makatz Body Chain – Gold // We<3 RP


Pose ~ [La Baguette] QueCalor Poses

Destination ~ Home Sweet Home


Curtains ~ +Half+Deer+ Fairy Curtain White

Mwuahs xxx

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When you finally get home

I don’t know about you but I love being home its the one place that I can feel at total ease with myself and everything. So if it comes to the question of going out or staying home I always want to stay home. I know that this can get in the way of alot of socialization but for me Id much rather have people come over so that I don’t have to leave.

Im not sure if this is a disorder of some kind I know I have a few people that think so but for me I just feel more comfortable.

If I have to go out I will I’m not making up excuses I will go out if its a must but if there is a choice you shouldn’t ask you already know my answer.

Now Second Life is a different matter. I love my SL home for sure I will spend hours a day doing this that and the other and loving my time there but in SL i love to go out I love to explore I love to visit new places. So in SL ask away and I’ll go anywhere.

When you finally get home


Hair ~ (Chemistry) Hair – Mila – HUD.1

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Skin ~ **PUMEC Renata (LeLutka Applier) Summer

Eyes ~ -SU!- Nova Eyes // VIP Group Gift


Armands ~ MUKA -Armbands Love

Chest Piercing ~ :Diamante: Wrath

Corset ~ Β [ Infliction ] Muah Corset – Lilac // Lubbly Jubblies

Skirt ~ [ Infliction ] Anara Skirt – Black


Pose ~ Label Motion – Sissy

Destination ~ Home Sweet Home


Dust Bunny – My Summer Retreat Daisy House Boat (RARE) // The Arcade Gacha Event

Dust Bunny – My Summer Retreat Daisy Pier (RARE) // The Arcade Gacha Event

All little extras can also be found at The Arcade Gacha Event.

Mwuahs xxx

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I Dance in the Dark

I want to dance


Hair ~ [monso] My Hair – Choa – Black/Brown // FaMESHed

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Eyes ~ -SU!- Nova Eyes // VIP Group Gift

Ears ~ [MANDALA] Stretched Ears

Eyelashes ~ Mai Bilavio:. Carmen Lashes Set

Skin ~ {AIMI} Skin HD Diane Mint Lips 6

Β OutfitΒ 

Dress ~ [Infliction] Bustier Dress – BlackΒ 

Choker ~ .Pekka. Triquestra choker- blackened steel

Necklace ~ .Pekka. Supernatural pentacle necklace – blackened steel

Hand Chains ~ !TLB – Witchy Hand Chains // Witchy Hour Hunt

Slink Nails ~ Dark Passion – Koffin Nails – Slink Pentacle // Witchy Hour Hunt

Heels ~ :Diamante: Provocative Reloaded Boots (Slink High) // Indulgence BDSM &Kink Fair

close ups


Poses ~ Label Motion – Sissy

Mwuahs xxx

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Im Not Afraid of the Sun

Im not Afraid of the Sun


Hair ~ Moon. Hair //- Ombres – Tangerine // N21

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Skin ~ **PUMEC Renata – Skin – Summer // Shiny Shabby


Sunglasses ~ Glamistry – Sunglassses [PU2001]

Tattoo ~ .Reckless. – Metric // N21

Bikini ~ [ Infliction ] Lil Kini – Black (Appliers) // New Release

Shoes ~ [ Infliction ] Nauti Flips – Black // New Release


Pose ~ [La Baguette] QueCalor

Destination ~ Dusk Point Beach

Mwuahs xxx