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Eye 4 an Eye

GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – v1.7 – Mocap (Closed)
<Nar> Brienne Skin // GENUS+BOM // Glow
DOUX – Elijah Hairstyle
<Nar> Vega Eyes
<Nar> Lovestruck Eyeshadows // VIP Group Gift
<Nar> Love Bites HD Lipstick // GENUS // VIP Group Gift
DAZED. Chained Eye Patch
-SU!- Face Piercing Set 01 /Genus Classic Face/
.: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Midnight @Mainstore
NEW!! [Aleutia] Tourmaline Dress & Belt @W<3RP
Diversion – Watch Me Poses @Pose Fair

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When you close your eyes you are instantly transported to that place the other world where you are happy and at peace.

My Morning

GENUS Project – Genus Head – Classic Face W001 – v1.7 – Mocap (Closed)
-Belleza- Freya V 5.2 BENTO
[monso] My Hair – Lokelanni
-SU!- Face Piercing Set 01 /Genus Classic Face/
.: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier The Other World
::Static:: Captive Chain ~@WLRP

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Feeling Lost….How do I find myself

Last couple of days have been a little hard and Iย don’tย know how to even start to explain it really just a feeling of being lost andย unsure of who I am and why I am here doing what I do.ย 

Iย don’tย make an impact there is nothing special that I do that hundreds of othersย don’tย do as well I do make a wow statement Iย amย just me and I just do what I do.

Even just reading that above sentenceย doesn’tย make sense but its exactly how I feel.

I’mย tired and lonely and really have those moments that if I justย disappearedย I know itย wouldn’tย matter, there would be no peopleย askingย where I was or wondering what had happenedย everyone’sย lives would just go on as normal.

Maybe one day some one mightย accidentallyย remember me and have a passing thought but itย wouldn’tย be anything of importance justย aย momentary thought lost again.

Now I’m not writing this for attention I am writing this because it my blog its my way of expressing myself its a way of helping myself visualize my thoughts so that I can process them and help myself.

I think we all have these moments some stick with you and some can be easily fixed with the love and friendship we build…..maybe that’s the answer I need to get out more and make new friends and hope that I don’t get hurt all over again.

We shall see if I find myself again.

Feeling Lost

Wearing

Hair ~ little bones. Lose Count – Browns

Skin ~ **PUMEC ย INGA Skin Spring // We

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Outfit ~ [Twinkle] Just Like You (Shoes Included)

Bracelets ~ :Diamante: Provocative Reloaded Bangles // Indulgence BDSM &KINK Fair

Pose ~ Del May – In Between

Destination ~ Sinners Heaven

Mwuahs xxx

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Memories are Gold

Lately I have been figuring out life really getting a deeper insight into what matters and what doesn’t and its come to my attention that things that seemed so important to me 5 years ago don’t even make a blip on my radar of things that matter now.

One thing that has really become clear is my relationships with people and its good and bad.ย 

I’ve come to this point now that I can see that I just don’t have much to talk about these days that I’ve grown in a different way and the things that kept us together as friends and such just don’t have the same feelings any more.ย 

We don’t have anything in common anymore we don’t have anything to talk about its the same monotonous questions over and over still trying to hold onto the past when we really should just be the adults we are and let go and move on.

Im one of those people though I hold onto everything whether its good or bad I have a big problem letting go because everyone has meant something to me and even though we might not mean anything now I hold onto my memories like they are gold.

Memories are Gold

Body

Hair ~ (Chemistry) Hair Hera HUD.1

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Eyes ~ -SU!- Nova Eyes // VIP Group Gift

Skin ~ **PUMEC Renata Skin Summer (Lelutka Applier)

Outfit

Slipย ~ [ Infliction ] Lace Slip – Pink

Nose Chain ~ Kibitz – Alexys Nose chain – Gold // We<3 RP

Body Chain ~ Kibitz – Makatz Body Chain – Gold // We<3 RP

Extra

Pose ~ [La Baguette] QueCalor Poses

Destination ~ Home Sweet Home

Decor

Curtains ~ +Half+Deer+ Fairy Curtain White

Mwuahs xxx

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The Misery

Second life is a strange placeย that’sย for sure cause no matter how many times you get hurt there is always thatย glimmer of hope that it won’t happen to you again.

Time and time again I let myself open up and again and again I get trampled on and made to feel like I am worthless.

I think its all that much harder to take when you truly believe that it wont happen and then it does.

I guess what I find the most ย interesting about this is not what happened to cause the pain but that it seems I am getting used to it and becoming friends with the misery.

Misery

Hair ~ *Soonsiki ~ Habit *Colors* // FaMESHed

Skin ~ [PUMEC] Anastasia Spring

Ears ~ [MANDALA] Pierced Elf Ears

Head Jewell ~ .Pekka. Aida Head dress Blackened Steel // We<3RP

Dress ~ :Diamante: Inspiration Sweater Dress

Boots ~ :Diamante: Inspiration Leg Warmer Boots

Shoulder Pads ~ C ha r y Ares Guards Black

Tights ~ C h a r y Black Gradient Tights

The Misery

Mwuahs xxx