Category: ::Suicide Dollz::

All I need is the Tunes

If I had to choose between Music or Food, Music would win out every time Those that know me will understand how badly I love it and need it.

-SU!- Darcey Eyes
-SU!- Bento Piercing Set 03
Female(head)_Headphones [MANDALA]EARGASM
DOUX – Queen Hairstyle
evani. – Nicole top/ black / Maitreya @ Kustom 9
evani. – Nicole skirt only/ red / Maitreya @ Kustom 9
-SU!- Lady Rebel Nylon #7
RedFish – Cafouilli Tattoo @ Suicide Dollz
{ Speakeasy } Sacrifice face tattoo

Tags #EVANI, DOUX, MANDALA, RedFish, Speakeasy, Suicidal Unborn, Suicide Dollz

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When the wait is worth it.

Post author By imsoojelly
Post date 20 Nov 2018
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A little bit of shopping to ease the soul and I picked up a few pieces that I am totally in love with.

TRUTH / Beatrix @ New
{l.s} Spiked Nipple Piercing /Maitreya/ @ .Suicide DollZ.
.:Cheeky:. Ewa Pantie! Black – Maitreya @ .Suicide DollZ.
[LeLuck]Soft-Smoke Eyeshadow Jayleen @ .Suicide DollZ.
RedFish – Cafouilli tattoo @ .Suicide DollZ.

I love that apart from my hair I found a bunch of items I had never of the designers and now I will be keeping a close eye on as I love what they have created. Great work everyone xxx

Tags Ewa, RedFish, TRUTH Hair, [LeLuck], {L.s}

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Home for the day

Not going to explore today instead I am going to hang out at home and talk with the wonderful people that come to visit….come on over and have a cup of tea with me.

Home for the day

+Spellbound+ Ritual // Chapter 1 :Earth @ Suicide Dollz

L’Etre Skin Shop – Hannah Skin

Maitreya Mesh Body Lara

KITJA – Rachel Shirt FATPACK (Bonus Shirt) @ Uber

KITJA – Rachel Shorts FATPACK @ Uber

[VALE KOER] Countrygirl Sandals Ash @ Uber

Closer Kirra

Candy Crunchers – Kora Wraps @ Suicide Dollz

Kirin – Natsu Pose

Destination – Maison de L’amitie

Tags +Spellbound+, Candy Crunchers, Kirin Poses, KITJA, L'Etre Skin, Maitreya Mesh Body, [VALE KOER]

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Don’t Look so Concerned…

I’ve had a really rough couple of days emotionally and didn’t know if I wanted to blog but I realized it helps me express my feelings and lets my mind focus on something else so after a few days off I knew it was time to come back and I’m very glad I did so I could show you all these gorgeous things from around SL.

Dont look

Hair ~ .:EMO-tions:. *Meredith* // Cosmopolitan

Head ~ Lelutka Mesh Head – Leda

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Skin ~ Glam Affair (Lelutka Head) Eline Applier (Artic)

Lips ~ NOX. Korra Lips (Lelutka Applier) // Cosmopolitan

Ears ~ [MANDALA] Stretched Ears

Dont look so concerned

Coat ~ Egoisme Fur Long Coat – Black // Cosmopolitan

Ring ~ DATUM // Victorious – Gold Set // Cosmopolitan

Nails ~ .PUKI. My Short Nails

Heels ~ G&D Peeps Toe Venus Black // Cosmopolitan

Lingerie ~ [La Baguette] Nightlove Lingerie – Black

Tattoo ~ DATUM // REVOLVER // Suicide Dollz

Pose ~ [La Baguette] Oupsie Poses

Destination ~ Home Sweet Home ~ Maison de L’amitie

Mwuahs xxx

Tags .:EMO-tions.:, Egoisme, G&D, LeLutka Mesh Head, Maitreya Mesh Body, MANDALA, NOX., PUKI, [La Baguette], { DATUM }

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“FOREVER”

Musical Interlude

Totally chilling listening to my favorite music and trying not to be bored.

“Forever”

In the brightest hour of my darkest day
I realized what is wrong with me
Can’t get over you. can’t get through to you
It’s been a helter-skelter romance from the start
Take these memories that are Haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors
He’ll never forgive her…he’ll never forgive her…

Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever

Sitting by a fire on a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl… little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You’re my heroine-in this moment I’m lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs all these women
I’m never forgiven… this broken heart of mine

One last kiss,
before I go
Dry your tears,
it is time to let you go

~Papa Roach~

Wearing

Hair ~ [e] Kara essential @ Hair Fair Gift

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Tattoo ~ {DATUM} Gasoline Black

Collar ~ :Diamante: Completely Committed @ INDULGENCE BDSM & KINK Fair

Corset ~ .HollyWeird. Rune Corset @ ::Suicide Dollz::

Jeans ~ :Lust Rage: Himiko Jeans Black

Heels ~ .HollyWeird. Verucca Heels Black @ Black Dot Project

Pose ~ [La Baguette] Splendour

Mwuahs xxx

Tags :Diamante:, :Lust Rage:, elikatira, HollyWeird., LeLutka Mesh Head, Maitreya Mesh Body, [La Baguette], { DATUM }

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I can be sweet….watch me.

Post author By imsoojelly
Post date 13 Jun 2015
No Comments on I can be sweet….watch me.

Its true….I have known to be sweet once or twice. But lately with all the bad stuff that’s happened I have been a little sour. I’m trying to rectify that I really am because I don’t want to be that way. I want to use all the bad stuff as a great stepping stone to help me develop as a person I want to be the me I remember I was when I was alot happier. Even after all the bad stuff that’s happened in life I want to believe I have an optimistic outlook on life that all the steps backwards are the lead up to being shot forward into happiness.

All I can do is wait and hope and never lose faith that it will happen and I really do want that for every one.
Wearing

Hair ~ *Pink Hustler* Hair 8091 // *Dream Fair*

Skin ~ .Birdy. Jaime VIP Skin Toffee // VIP Group Gift

Eyes ~ :Diamante: Fairytale Mesh Eyes (Black) // *Dream Fair*

Eyeliner ~ NOX. Raze Liner // TDRF

Nose chain ~ DAZED – Akibeel Nose Chain Onyx // ::Suicide Dollz::

Bracelets ~ Noodles – Addilee Bracelets Black // C88

Corset ~ [ Infliction ] Yolandi Corset Solids // New Release

Skirt ~ [ Infliction ] Bad Kitty Skirt Black

Tattoo ~ { DATUM } The Machine // ::Suicide Dollz::

Pose ~ Label Motion – Nicole

Destination ~ xin.

Mwuahs xxx

Tags *Pink Hustler* Hair, .Birdy., :Diamante:, DAZED, Label Motion, Noodles, NOX., xin., [ Infliction ], { DATUM }

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In the beginning

When I first started to blog it was to keep myself busy between the long periods of time my friends weren’t online and then as they never came back I just kept on with it….but over time my reasons for blogging have changed.

I always have so many things going on in my mind at one time and I tend to find it hard to clear it thus it keeps piling up and up. All the what ifs and such build and build and my mind cant think straight which leads me to become quite anxious and paranoid and extremely frustrated in real life.

The thing about my blogging is that it helps me focus on one thing only and in turn helps my mind clear of all the unnecessary clutter that fills it. The simplicity of putting a cute outfit together and finding a nice place to take a pretty picture…all of that is so helpful in relieving my mind of all that stress.

I always find that after I post a blog I am able to deal with stuff in real life so much easier, I think this becomes clear even to those around me which always makes me giggle because I can still remember times when they didn’t want me to be on second life as much and they had to deal with my crankiness.

Now there is alot less cranky and frustrated moments but there is also alot less time spent in sl as well.

I always wonder what makes people blog is there a driving force behind why they do it other than making pretty outfits and getting likes?

So I thought about why I blog and decided to share it with you all.

Wearing

Hair ~ ::Exile:: Full Of Grace Naturals // C88

Eyes ~ :Diamante: Fairytale Mesh Eyes (Black ) // *Dream Fair*

Eyeshadow~ .ARISE. Evil Shadow // ::Suicide Dollz::

Mouth ~ Nyam Nyam Mesh Mouth

Ears ~ AITUI Ear System: Gen 4, Heart Plugs

Necklace ~ .DirtyStories. Nera’s Necklace// ::Suicide Dollz::

Top ~ -Pixicat- Vibrant.Vest (Black) // C88

Pants ~ {Toxic Candy} BiBA LooseJeans // New Release

Heels ~ :Diamante: REM – Slink Mid // *Dream Fair*

Bangles ~ Noodles – Addilee Bracelets Black // C88

Poses ~ [La Baguette] Busty IV

Mwuahs xxx

Tags -Pixicat-, .ARISE., .DirtyStories., ::Exile::, :Diamante:, AITUI, Noodles, Nyam Nyam, Toxic Candy, [La Baguette]

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Blindsided

There are some days you wish would just be over and then you have days you wish would never end….where are those days the good ones….seriously I would like to know where they are hiding.

So many people upset sad lonely you name it I’m seeing alot of unhappiness lately and when I see that I dwell on my own sadness….its a never ending circle.

And then I just want to help those that I see I want to say a few words and hope they might make a difference and that maybe they might just smile and not think of the sadness even for a moment….wouldn’t that be lovely to do.

I wonder if anyone out there thinks the same for me?