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Seeing Red

There have been a few moments in the last couple of days when I had to calm myself from getting angry and over thinking a situation.

I don’t want to be mad I don’t want to get angry but I get so annoyed when it keeps happening.

Maybe I am just overreacting maybe….but also maybe not.

So if a friend comes online and says hello and strikes up a conversation with you do you think its over reacting to get upset if they stop responding mid conversation or if it takes them an hour (no exaggeration) to answer and they act like nothing is wrong…Ugh maybe I need to learn patience.

I just know I dont do that any one I am talking to I give them my entire attention and if I cant I am polite enough to tell them I might go afk or brb….three letters so quick and easy to type.

And if my friend actually sees this blog and knows whose its about don’t get mad just know I didn’t want to fight but needed to express my feelings.

Rant Over.

Seeing RedWearingΒ 

Hair ~ [e] Chantal Essentials @ Hair Fair Gift

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Eyes ~ Vision by A:S:S – Vega – Vitae

Lips ~ Glam Affair (Lelutka Mesh Head) Orchidea Lips Applier 10

Skin ~ [PUMEC] Renata Skin Summer

Collar ~ :Diamante: Completely Committed @ Indulgence BDSM & Kink FairΒ 

Septum ~ ^^Swallow^^ Nisha Septum – Silver @ OMGacha

Dress ~ [Infliction] Maluka Dress Black (Omega Applier)

Rings ~ ^^Swallow^^ Alphabet Ring K&F @ OMGacha

Shoes ~ :Diamante: Slippery Flippy Red @ OMGacha

Pose ~ [La Baguette] Splendour Pose set

Mwuahs xxx

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“FOREVER”

Musical InterludeΒ 

Totally chilling listening to myΒ favoriteΒ music and trying not to be bored.

“Forever”

In the brightest hour of my darkest day
I realized what is wrong with me
Can’t get over you. can’t get through to you
It’s been a helter-skelter romance from the start
Take these memories that are Haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors
He’ll never forgive her…he’ll never forgive her…

Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever

Sitting by a fire on a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl… little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You’re my heroine-in this moment I’m lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs all these women
I’m never forgiven… this broken heart of mine

One last kiss,
before I go
Dry your tears,
it is time to let you go

~Papa Roach~

Feeling Me

Wearing

Hair ~ [e] Kara essential @ Hair Fair Gift

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Tattoo ~ {DATUM} Gasoline Black

Collar ~ :Diamante: Completely Committed @ INDULGENCE BDSM & KINK Fair

Corset ~ .HollyWeird. Rune Corset @ ::Suicide Dollz::

Jeans ~ :Lust Rage: Himiko Jeans Black

Heels ~ .HollyWeird. Verucca Heels Black @ Black Dot Project

Pose ~ [La Baguette] Splendour

Mwuahs xxx

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If this is a Dream I don’t want to wake up

I love sleep because I get to dream. For many years I used to keep a dream journal and would write down everything I remembered as soon as I woke up, not toΒ analyzeΒ or anything but to relive that dream in an awake state and maybe expand on in byΒ writingΒ a story.

There are so many moments of beauty in sl that remind me of dreams and so many times I have dreamt in sl style and when awaking IΒ don’tΒ remember if it actually happened in sl or I dreamed it.

I am so thankful for the amazing creators who spend hours creating the most beautiful dreamscapes in sims hats off to you and your imagination its a treasure an beautiful gift that you share with us.

Sunkissed Tea Party

LatelyΒ I haven’t been remembering my dreams as much but then again I am not getting much sleep and there is always so much on my mind to deal with on a regular day to day basis so it’s a good thing I still have Second Life to help me live the dreams πŸ™‚

This Dream would be called aΒ Sun KissedΒ Tea Party!

Snapshot_021t

Wearing

Hair ~ TRUTH HAIR – Randa – Variety // New Release

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Skin ~ Glam Affair (LeLutka Heads) Avril Applier (Jamaica) FR // Uber

Eyes ~ -SU!- Nova Eyes Lavendar // Group Gift

Ears ~ [MANDALA] Pierced Elf Ears – Short

Septum ~ :Diamante: Lucid Dreams Septum // Alice in Sexy Land

Rings ~ :Diamante: Tea Party Ring Set // Alice in Sexy Land

Tattoo ~ { DATUM } Love Me Harder // Lubbly Jubblies

Outfit ~[ Infliction ] Blissful Babe – Pink // New Release

Poses ~ Label Motion – Jewellery Set

Destination ~ *StoryBrooke Gardens*

Mwuahs xxx

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Alt + Delete

So after recently being involved in a conversation between two people about the possibility of alts and such I thoughts I would say my thoughts on the matter. Geez it was a mess believe me I did not want to get involved but I was dragged in and it really annoyed me.Β 

I actually don’t care about alts at all , I mean if you have one or two that’s your choice and it won’t make me think any less of you. But I can see how much it bothers some people.

If you decide that you need a break from your main avatar and you feel the need to make an alt to escape then so be it. But I do think you really need to look at the reasons why you feel the need to escape and maybe instead of hiding look at and fix those problems.

Yes I know alot out there use alts to mess around with others so that your partner wont find out (messed up) and others use alts to see if your partner would mess with some one else (even more messed up) and if this is the case you both need to just break up and move on and get help.

If your so against alts and the thought that some one you know would use one to spy on you….what are you hiding that you don’t want people you know to see?

On the other hand with alts I know they can be very useful in helping you with store matters having a designated person instead of your every day one to deal with NC and issues andΒ I’mΒ sure they have other helpful uses too.

To each there own….I think we need to focus on ourselves and really stop worrying so much about others and what they aren’t or are doing.Β 

Live your SL for you.

alt + delete

Wearing

Hair ~ pr!tty – LC – {Ombres} // TDRF

Skin ~ ((=alterego=)) arlene – ash tan // Limited Edition (Sold Out)

Shape ~ ((=alterego=)) arleneΒ 

Ears ~ AITUIΒ Ear System: Gen 4, Heart Plugs

Bangles ~ Noodles – Addilee Bracelets Black // C88

Tattoo ~ { DATUM } Loathing Black (Appliers) //New Release

Rings ~ Izzie’s – Celestial Midi Rings (Black & Silver)

Dress ~ Third Eye. Holographic Dream Dress [Black] // TDRF

Heels ~ :Diamante: REM (Slink Mid) // *Dream Fair*

Poses ~ Kirin Poses – Rukia

Destination ~ xin

Mwuahs xxx

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In the beginning

When I first started to blog it was to keep myself busy between the long periods of time my friends weren’t online and then as they never came back I just kept on with it….but over time my reasons for blogging have changed.

I always have so many things going on in my mind at one time and I tend to find it hard to clear it thus it keeps piling up and up. All the what ifs and such build and build and my mind cant think straight which leads me to become quite anxious and paranoid and extremely frustrated in real life.

The thing about my blogging is that it helps me focus on one thing only and in turn helps my mind clear of all the unnecessary clutter that fills it. The simplicity of putting a cute outfit together and finding a nice place to take a pretty picture…all of that is so helpful in relieving my mind of all that stress.

I always find that after I post a blog I am able to deal with stuff in real life so much easier, I think this becomes clear even to those around me which always makes me giggle because I can still remember times when they didn’t want me to be on second life as much and they had to deal with my crankiness.

Now there is alot less cranky and frustrated moments but there is also alot less time spent in sl as well.

Β I always wonder what makes people blog is there a driving force behind why they do it other than making pretty outfits and getting likes?

So I thought about why I blog and decided to share it with you all.

Me xxx

Wearing

Hair ~ ::Exile:: Full Of Grace Naturals // C88

Eyes ~ :Diamante: Fairytale Mesh Eyes (Black ) // *Dream Fair*

Eyeshadow~ .ARISE. Evil Shadow // ::Suicide Dollz::

Mouth ~ Nyam Nyam Mesh Mouth

Ears ~ AITUI Ear System: Gen 4, Heart Plugs

Stuff it

Necklace ~ .DirtyStories. Nera’s Necklace// ::Suicide Dollz::

Top ~ -Pixicat- Vibrant.Vest (Black) // C88

Pants ~ {Toxic Candy} BiBA LooseJeans // New Release

Heels ~ :Diamante: REM – Slink Mid // *Dream Fair*

Bangles ~ Noodles – Addilee Bracelets Black // C88

Poses ~ [La Baguette] Busty IV

Mwuahs xxx

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I Dance in the Dark

I want to dance

Body

Hair ~ [monso] My Hair – Choa – Black/Brown // FaMESHed

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Eyes ~ -SU!- Nova Eyes // VIP Group Gift

Ears ~ [MANDALA] Stretched Ears

Eyelashes ~ Mai Bilavio:. Carmen Lashes Set

Skin ~ {AIMI} Skin HD Diane Mint Lips 6

Β OutfitΒ 

Dress ~ [Infliction] Bustier Dress – BlackΒ 

Choker ~ .Pekka. Triquestra choker- blackened steel

Necklace ~ .Pekka. Supernatural pentacle necklace – blackened steel

Hand Chains ~ !TLB – Witchy Hand Chains // Witchy Hour Hunt

Slink Nails ~ Dark Passion – Koffin Nails – Slink Pentacle // Witchy Hour Hunt

Heels ~ :Diamante: Provocative Reloaded Boots (Slink High) // Indulgence BDSM &Kink Fair

close ups

Extra

Poses ~ Label Motion – Sissy

Mwuahs xxx

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Hello Huricane

Hello Hurricane

Body

Hair ~ MAGIKA HAIR – [03] HUSH

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Eyes ~ -SU!- Aileen Eyes Amesthyst

Eyelashes ~ Mai Bilavio :. Carmen Lash Set

Skin ~ Glam Affair (LeLutka/ Maitreya Applier) Artic

Lips ~ Glam Affair (LeLutka Mesh Heads) Orchidea Lips Applier 10

 

Outfit

Top ~ …][Murdock !nc][… Ooopsy Top 3 // Color Me Project

Pants ~ [ abrasive ] Strap Leggings – Tattered // ::Suicide Dollz::

Nipple Cover ~ .DirtyStories. Celtic Nipple Covers // ::Suicide Dollz::

Tattoo ~ { DATUM } Gasoline – Black Tattoo // ::Suicide Dollz::

Facial Piercing ~ :Diamante: Sincere Facial Piercing //MP

Armbands ~ *MUKA* Spike Bracers // The Dark Style Fair

Extras

Pose ~ [La Baguette] Busty IV 34

Destination ~ Pigeon Island

Mwuahs xxx

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Dont tell me I can’t be me.

Lately I have been struggling to really be who I am I always seem to be led to what others want me to be…I think now that I have let go of these people I am finally figuring out how to let the real me come out.

And I love Me!

This one

BodyΒ 

Hair ~ .DirtyStories. Sweet Girl Hair // ::Suicide Dollz::

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Eyes ~ -SU!- Aileen Eyes Amesthyst

Eyelashes ~ Mai Bilavio :. Carmen Lash Set

Ears ~ AITUI Ear System: Gen 4 Heart Plugs

Skin ~ Glam Affair (LeLutka/ Maitreya Applier) Artic

Lips ~ Glam Affair (LeLutka Mesh Heads) Orchidea Lips Applier 10

Outfit

Bangles ~ :Diamante: Interlocking Multi ring Bangles //MP

Tattoo ~ { DATUM } Gasoline – Black Tattoo // ::Suicide Dollz::

Top ~ [-S-] Batty Set – Black // ::Suicide Dollz::

Shorts ~ .DirtyStories. Sugar Jeans Shorts // ::Suicide Dollz::

Facial Piercing ~ :Diamante: Sincere Facial Piercing //MP

Chest Piercing ~ :Diamante: Wrath Chest Piercing //MP

Extra

Pose ~ [La Baguette] QueCalor 2

Mwuahs xxx

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Doing It My Way

So lately I have been finding it hard to find destination spots that I like …I know they are out there but I need to spend alot of time finding them and hoping it will be right for the outfit I am working on. So I decided that until I can get that sorted out I will be doing some blogging on a plain background to allow me to keep up with my wonderful sponsors and get my blogging done.

I hope that when I find a great spot or a great set up for a pic I will do a post with that but in between it will be a little plain lolΒ 

Doing it my wayBody

Hair ~ Magika [01] Beans

Eyes ~ -SU!- Aileen Eyes Amythest

Eyelashes ~ Mai Bilavio :. Carmen Lash Set

Ears ~ AITUI Ear System: Gen 4 Heart Plugs

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Skin ~ Glam Affair (LeLutka Mesh Heads)Β Karin Applier Artic

Lips ~ Glam Affair (LeLutka Mesh Heads) Orchidea Lips Applier 10

Outfit

Nose Chain ~ .random.Matter. Sanza Nose Chain Black

Tattoo ~ .Identity. Body Shop – #5 Last Story // Fantasy Gacha Fair

Dress ~ {Toxic Candy} Cathy Dress Noir // New Release

Bangles ~ :Diamante: Interlocking Multi ring Bangles

Shoes ~ .HollyWeird. Betty Flats Black // Suicide Dollz

Extras

Pose ~ [La Baguette] Busty IV 38

Mwuahs xxx

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These dark eyes hide even darker thoughts.

These dark eyes hide even darker thoughts

Body

Hair ~ Clawtooth: Lush – Fruit Pop // May 2015 Group Gift

Head ~ LeLutka Mesh Head – Karin

Body ~ Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

Skin ~Β  **[PUMEC] – RENATA Skin – Summer // Shiny Shabby

Eyes ~ Buzzeri – Celestial Eyes Sapphire

Outfit

Facial Piercing ~ :Diamante: Serenade

Abdomen Piercing ~ :Diamante: Pheromones

Swimsuit ~ Lushish Catz – LEAH fitted mesh Bikini // Color Me Project

Tattoo ~ Infected – Havoc

Extra

Pose ~ [La Baguette] Splendour Poses

Destination ~ Home

Mwuahs xxx